OH MY GOD!

Today, even though it was filled with stress and tears, showed true that

[wow a bird chirrped put of NOWHERE just now..]

Anywho, that there is still good in the world...

Ms.Crowley has to be one of the most caring, loving, beautiful souls i have ever met.

The things she said, just warmed my soul. And my heart that has become a bit frigid and cold....

and then later on, when i get home, im working on a painting for my latin teacher, right? And out of nowhere theres a knock at the door..

I go downstairs and theres Howie at the door.

So im like omg, hey howie, and then i see his dad coming up to the door...[we're all cool like that]

And then im like, so whats the occasion,

and theyre like, well, we're paying for your senior dues...

[cuz yknow, my mom and i are broke as hell right now]

And so im sitting totally shocked! I was like NAWWW i cant let you guys do that,

but they insisted. Hurried me ito the car, drove to school, went to the office, and signed a check for my senior dues that were to be due tomarrow...

And idk. I was all emotional...

I thanked them a million times..

And honestly, i dont know what to say. Or really what to think of it...

I guess all my good deeds that ive done this whole life, all my trials and tribulations, are paying off....

doms still being a dick...but thats whatever...

Theres just a feeling deep down in my soul for these people that i cant quite explain....

Its amazing, what a kind word, or a charitable act can do for a girl like me...

gosh, i still am just....amazed...